Conversations and Confessions

Hey guys,

so I've written this blog a couple times, I don't want this to turn into a vent blog so I haven't posted anything for the sake of having nothing good to say haha but I am feeling much better this week and I have a much positive attitude so I'm going to start this segment of my blog off with some funny text convos between Kelly (my trainer) and I, because my phone conveniently auto saves all of these things and I was lookin back and it was funny to me... =) enjoy

Me: I want french fries... just sayin
Kelly: I know... eat more protein, or chew gum

Me: Don't worry about calling me back I just wanted permission to have a cigarette... but I shoved carrots down my throat instead.

Me: the shakes are ok
Kelly: Good
Me: Can I add some chocolate ice cream?
Kelly: You are kidding right???
Me: umm ... yeah

Me: Kelly that was an hour of exercise from hell... you must hate me....

(after discussing meal plan changes)
Me: We could always lower the amount of veggies I have instead of lowering the amount of crackers... just throwin that out there..
Kelly: LOL... lol
Kelly: ..............no

Me: My body will prolly eventually thank you but right now it HATES you... just sayin =)
Kelly:Your arms are getting thinner!!!
Me: I should've known you'd say that but... right now.... ITS HARD TO WALK! lol

Kelly: Lose weight?
Me: 5
Kelly: What!!!??? yay!!! why the crap didn't you tell me sooner?? I'm dying over here!

Me: Kelly I busted my @ss this week.. I am beat and sore
Kelly: yesss! thats what I want to hear!
Me: thanks you always like it when I am am hurting for some reason!

Me: Kelly really?... I have one good week and your gunna take away everything good and enjoyable?
Kelly: You don't need bread! Its crunch time!

Me: would boxed potatoes be a possibility for me have like ever? no fat.. I looked.. Tatoes are like my fav food group!
Kelly: (she basically said no here, with lots of healthy knowledge to back her up followed by asking me if I ever tried sweet potatoes..)
Me: no ... Tatos are in the food pyramid you know

Me: Can I have orange Juice?
Me: I hear its an excellent source of calcium
Kelly: no... only fruit is your apple now

and finally...........

Kelly: How many work outs? none?
Me: crazy bad week... I did a couple of days of just running
Kelly: What was crazy? are you pregnant?
Me: ha noo

with all that said I'm at the 8 week mark and I lost.... 33! woot

On my week 13, which is my week off before I start the next "12 weeks of hellth", for half the week I am going to Maryland woot! woot! My friend Vanessa and I are going to do some top secret celebrating! I am so pumped! and David (Vanessa's little boy) and I are going to play candyland and Arielle (Vanessa's lil girl, age 2) and I will prolly play lots of games of fall asleep and then 2 seconds later yell "goodmorning" haha so cute! I love them so much!

Yankees are winning yeah!!!! I think its funny how offended I get when someone makes fun of the yankees and says stuff like I don't like them because they win all the time .... (which yes they are typically good, but they don't win all the time, they haven't won in like 6 years)

hmmm ... so basically you hate them because they are actually good

yeah I'm like that with successful musical artists, if they are famous and make a lot of money I don't like them ... I only like the bands that don't get anywhere because they SUCK! (if you don't know me well enough to know already, I am being sarcastic)

oh and then I love it when they want the phillies to win for that same reason because the yankees win all the time. THE FRIGGIN PHILLIES WON LAST YEAR!!!! ... idiots

ok im done off my soap box

NOTE... IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE YANKEES BECAUSE YOU ARE LOYAL TO ANOTHER TEAM, FOR EXAMPLE, METS FANS WHO HAVE BEEN METS FANS FOR YEARS IM NOT SPEAKING TO YOU... I AM SPEAKING TO THOSE WHO HATE THE YANKEES SPECIFICALLY FOR THE "THEY WIN ALL THE TIME" REASON... I HAVE BEEN A YANKEE FAN ALL OF MY LIFE, AND THAT'S WHY I LIKE THEM!... what I am really saying is.... don't be offended jenny that wasn't written to you...

confessions:

it was a bad week ....

- I snuck into the bathroom to eat a mini butterfinger candybar

-I had a qeusadila(sp?) with lots of cheeeeeese

however i went to a party with a table full of pop, chicken wing dip and 5 pizzas... I left 10 minutes in, driving home with tears in my eyes and yelling curse words but ... I didn't eat any of it.. hahaha =)

I cant wait til thanksgiving!~

Well lots of exciting things going on, the world series obviously, I had a job interview today, I am 3 weeks away from a week of food freedom, I am playing djembe and singing at church and absolutely love it... ahh and its a NEW week! peace!