Blessed, loved, employed, and smaller..

I know friends, its been way too long but ya know, absent makes the heart grow fonder I guess...

speaking of absence Ive been in maryland for the past week well like 4 days ... and let me tell you, it was awesome had sooo much fun, it was so peaceful, relaxing, refreshing, and I really am always thanking God for my friendships because it amazes me how blessed I am with people in my life that actually understand even a little of who i am, and continually direct me towards Christ, and care about me more than i deserve, i mean because thats Jesus, He cares for me even though most of the time I'm a wreck even when im trying not to be, he loves us with an unconditional love that just floods our being, and so when a person, a friend in my life demonstrates even a little bit of that love I'm just amazed because it's just incredible, and all I see is Jesus, because that's the only place that kind of love can come from. Anyway ... Maryland and the Jardine family ... vanessa = AMAZING

...I did a killer workout while I was there.. my arms still hurt... it was like 4 days ago

those kids too, Arielle and David ae getting soo sooo big, so cute, my favorite kids ever!

I also got a Christmas present check em out... don't mind my fungus foot looking toe nail polish... but the sandals, they are called rafters, aren't they the coolest you've ever seen? they are so comfy, you don't even know...you don't even know... except Vanessa, you might know...

OK, well I know you are prolly all at the edge of you seats waiting for me to tell you how the 12 weeks of hellth are going ... so well its over I just had my week 13 break and I start another 12 weeks o hellth tomorrow monday the 7th, and I can't even tell you how excited I am. Yes I have eaten tons of food, but I thought it was going to be the best week of my life eating whatever I could get my hands on but really it sucked, all the food made me sick, i felt guilty, and I was just physically, mentally, emotionally miserable the whole time... which is good but i was angry about itbecause i couldn't put away much food when i really wanted to and like i said i thought it was going to be the best week of my life.

Anyway.. the results I lost 41 pounds, 63 inches and I went down almost 3 pant sizes and here is my after picture, eventually when i am really small and don't care what i use to look like i will show you all my ugly before picture but... for now this is all you get ...

so starting tomorrow its back in the game. anyone want to join? give me a holla...

oh by the way i got that new job too, anyone that reads this knows that already but prolly in the next blog I will tell you all about it... I LOVE it! =)

Jenny comes home in a couple weeks ... CANT WAIT! i miss her too much!

i keep yawning so im gunna call it a night! peace!