"The best way to spread Christmas cheer is singing loud for all to hear"

So i thought new 12 weeks, new format, which i am pretty picky about formats, so I'm not even sure i like this one yet, so we will see how long it really lasts...

yeah i don't know why i care so much but after trying to find a good template for so long, I'm hardly even really in the mood to blog anymore ..hahaha oh well



12 weeks

so week one went well I lost 3 pounds or 4 I'm not actually really sure but they are both good so that brings me up to about 45 pound, lost of course. I got sick this week too and i was CRAZY busy so i was happy with 3 or 4 lbs for sure. I don't even remember what happened last week.



so i got a new job at Seneca Cayuga ARC ... check it out at sencayarc.org ... good stuff, I work at a residential home with 4 individuals with developmental disabilities. I help them do stuff like cook dinner, shower, go out in the community, we work on each of their specific goals to try to get them to want to be more independent. Its really awesome I love the individuals I'm working with and I love my co-workers... so it all good! I even got a 20 cent raise for going to college, I knew i went there for a reason!

Christmas songs
so I was thinking about Christmas songs the other day, and can i tell you this year I haven't really gotten into it, although i don't feel like I'm really into Christmas at all really... not buying gifts, don't have a tree, haven't actively listened to any Christmas music... don't call me scrooge but i think i have even developed some Christmas peeves mostly related to Christmas songs...

1. You know that dumb song it goes something like this and if i could sing in my blog i would "last Christmas i gave you my heart but the very next day you gave it away, this year to save me from tears , I'll give it to someone special" OK now this wouldn't be a bad song if there was a follow up happy ending song but no A. they have been playing this song for years and this person never ends up giving their heart to someone special, every year they sing the same thing, it just goes on and on, a never ending cycle of hurt and tears, seriously smarten up, take some advice from me and just be single. B. you wonder why i keep saying "this person" i still cant figure out whether its a girl or a guy that is singing this song.

2.and then there is this other song it may be called "so this is Christmas" and i don't really know the significance of it and to be quite frank, i really don't care. if you wanted to write a song that was significant for anybody you shouldn't have made it so gosh darn annoying ... the song goes like this "so this is Christmas...." uhh i cant really think what the rest of the song is cuz basically it says this one line about 50 bazillion times, listen to it there is lil annoying kids singing in it and it lasts about 20 minutes, you tree to change the channel for a couple minutes then change it back and the annoying song is still friggin playing ... it just never ends.

3. Mary did you know ... now i know tons of people love this song but really? they could have thought of some other strategy to portray that God rules the nations, the one that what born on Christmas day, i mean that's just like saying Mary did you know that sometime in the hundreds of years future you wouldn't have had to take a donkey to Bethlehem, you could of just taken a car, and if she was here, would you really ask her if she knew? because I'm sure that she didn't know she was going to give birth to a child when she hadn't even slept with anyone. Of course she didn't know, what kind of question is that.

ok well until next time... MERRY CHRISTMAS ...and a happy new year!